Nothingness

Nothingness.

That's the best way to describe how I feel right now and the past few days. I don't know what/who causes it and where it comes from, I just woke up one day with it.

I'm uninspired. I don't have the drive to engage in conversations, meet people, read, work, be on Twitter, or even SHOP (can you imagine?!).

I don't have the thirst and the gusto for things, for life.

I even lacked the enthusiasm to make a Have You Ever Said These Words? Thursdays post.

I sometimes find myself discombobulated and I think that's a good thing because I have things to sort out and issues to solve but--not around emptiness. Not around nothingness.

There are no mess, no problems, no conflicts, no puzzles, no mayhem, no chaos. Just nothingness.

And it scares the shit out of me.